Somewhere between the *procrastination* and the homework..
and the incessant forwards
and the friendships and the calls to
each other complaining about CrUsHeS and BF/GF!!
Somewhere between the phone calls to oldfriends
and the "I miss you's", the "I love you's"
and the "What are we doing tonight's?"
And somewherebetween all of the changing and growing...
somewhere between the classes and the skippingclasses...
and the StUdYiNg for teStS...
And thePRETENDING to "StUdY" for TeStS...
And the downright NOT StUdYiNg for TeStS...
I forgot--I forgot what LIFE was all about.
Somewhere between all the appointments, KFC's, and Mc Donald's...
paying bills and then not paying bills...
Making plans then breaking plans...
Appearing, Disappearing, then reappearing...
I forgot--I forgot what it was like to cry.
I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy...
And that pretending tobe SmArT doesn't make you smart ..
I forgot that you can't just forget the past infear of the FUTURE...
I forgot that you can't control falling in LoVe..
And that you can't make yourself fall in *LoVe*....
I learned that I can LOVE... I learned that it's okay to MEsS UP....
And it's okay to ask for HELP!!!..
And it's okay to feel like crap...
I learned it's okay to cOmPLaiNand wHINe
to all your friends for a whole day........
I learned that sometimes the things you want most you just can't have
and the things that you look for are right in front of you.
I learned that the greatest thing about HiGh ScHOoL,
it isn't about the parties or the outings or the Hookups ...
It's the *FrIeNdShIpS*, which means taking chances.
I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget
are the things which we most need to talk about...
I learned that TIME and LOVE can heal all things...
I learned that just when you think it can't get worse - it does! ..
.but with the love and support of friends - you survive...
I've learned that when you start feeling BaD about L O S I N G touch
and about those that you've lost!
They too, are feeling the same way....
I learned that letters from friends are the most important things.
And that sending cards to your friends makes you feel better!
But, basically, I just learned that my friends........
Both old and new.....
are the most important people to me in the world
AND.......without them, I wouldn't be who I am today.....
Hmmm, means a lot right? I love this message. This message is to remind all of us, that we are not ALONE. You're not the only person in the world having problems, everyone has their own. Although, there are misunderstandings and stuffs. That doesn't mean, it's the end. As a class, we have to be there for each other no matter what. Those grudges inside you, let go of them. You'll feel better. It'll give you a peace in the mind. Doesn't mean, I don't hold grudges too, ya know. :P Everyone has their good days and their bad. It's only the whether how you make your goood day turn really goood or your bad day turn really bad.
Oh yeaaa, time to buck up everyone. Exams are coming soon, you know. C'mon, let's all be goody-goooody and do our homework. (like that's gona ever happen).
I love you guys to bits and pieces, okay? Cheerio, people!
With Love,
Eos. :D